Downloading Whit (Unexpected 1)

Straight guys don't have crushes on other dudes, right?
Except my roommate, Whit, is intriguing, and I find myself watching him constantly. He's a mystery I can't figure out.
And these feelings l'm having about him are confusing. Then, one night, I find myself wrapped around him, and after that, I can't get enough. But Whit has secrets. He doesn't let people in, and the more I fall for him, the less I know. I can't let him go, though. Until I realize l'm going to be the one broken at the end of our story. This is a sexual-awakening MM romance book with sexually explicit material suitable only for adults.
It's generally a sweet romance, but some content is not suitable for some readers. Trigger warnings include mentions of abuse, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and the death of a loved one. Please take this into account before reading.